There are two sides to God- The Lamb and the Lion. Many only think of Jesus as the little harmless baby in a manger, but I tell you that He is a God of Justice, Judgement and Power.
Many preachers have led you astray with the the sugar coated Gospel. The time you have had isolated was to strip these Churches by the Hand of the Lord, so you can see what a real relationship with Him is all about.
How easily did you dump the Word of God when the buildings shut down?
Please repent and get back to the First Love that knew you first. God the Father and Jesus Christ!